come to me

“come to me” a new choon by (sir) james “texas” holden .. really awesome. i am addicted to it. it’s really quirky and weird and not too unlike his unreleased britney spears remixes. for real.
busy next two weeks: finishing (phase 1), interview with CBC for VEMF, TV show proposal, NewVI’s morning show next week for VEMF, VEMF itself, workshop coordination galore, finishing off tunes, getting a PFR banner done, working full time, and friends in from Toronto .. ironically the two i was going to visit this summer happen to be in victoria at the moment. how cool is that? uhhh huh!
for that TV show proposal i fleshed most of it out last night on paper while watching hotel rwanda. that movie is powerful. i was so sad last night after watching it and it made me question everything around me and whether or not i am actually helping people. well i am. but it’s so intangible in comparison to what i saw in that movie. it feels so sheltered here. i feel selfish being in this world as i am.
i am getting stuff done and moving forward in davinland.
so much. all at once.



title courtesy of erik.
what a [censored] awesome weekend. hung out with a long-lost friend, met up with micah who is the first-non-west-coaster to be signed to Pacific Front Recordings, and also hooked up with cary chang who is just an all-around fabulous guy with connections in every direction. thank you muchly to my gracious hostess trixie. (pictured above)

AFK – Pacific Front Sesions: July 2005


  1. C79 – 16 Bit Lullaby (Original mix) – Unreleased
  2. Seed – Whispers (Original mix) – Ritual Sounds
  3. Blake Jarrell – Okoboji (Original mix) – Unreleased
  4. Micah – Capable Space (AFK’s Chehalis Space Station remix) – Pacific Front Recordings
  5. AFK – Dreamcache (Formulate Doesn’t Dream remix) – Pacific Front Recordings
  6. AFK – Lush (Original mix) – Proton Music
  7. AFK – Dance of the Minataur (Original mix) – Unreleased
  8. Tiebreaker – Settle The Score (Influenza remix) – Pacific Front Recordings
Download: AFK – Pacific Front Sesions: July 2005

what the hell is wrong with me?

okay keep in mind this is a personality DISORDER test, so you can only find out what possible disorder you have. if you are not feeling so hot about yourself, i advise skipping this one..

Personality Disorder Test Results

Paranoid |||||||||||| 50%
Schizoid |||||| 26%
Schizotypal |||||||||||||||| 70%
Antisocial |||||||||| 38%
Borderline |||||||||| 34%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 62%
Narcissistic |||||||||||||||| 66%
Avoidant |||||| 22%
Dependent |||||| 22%
Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||||||| 58%

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so! Pacific Front Sessions airs tonight at 9 pm on proton radio. it is a new monthly show that I do with Justin to play great tunes and raise the profile of 1) Pacific Front Recordings and 2) Those who support PFR.
i took this shot when i was wandering around on this ‘spit’ in sooke beside the sooke harbour house. it was a gorgeous night. see?

designing life

well it doesn’t seem like I have had too much time lately to work on the place, which is too bad because it is really close now. i fixed the sink yesterday but by no stretch of the imagination is the sink “okay” now, the plumber really did a number on this job. things he did wrong include:

  • showing up late
  • carelessly ripping out the previous sink, taking pieces of the countertop with him meaning we need a new countertop now
  • installing the wrong sink and forgetting the hose
  • leaving no information on the garborator or usage instructions
  • not installing the sink flush to the countertop
  • not sealing the space he left between the sink and the countertop

not pleased at all.
however, home life has been great. i really bonded with my new place this past week and finished one of my most inspired productions to date. amalia saw me in this creative state and was like “are you okay?” i think i was grinning at nothing in particular while tweaking a knob on the usb midi controller. haha. i am weird.
i could recap my life for you and all the stuff i’ve been doing but i’ve noticed profoundly that documenting life actually takes away from life. i am tilting my life in several ways from being a spectator to a participant once more.